A Wild Post Appeared!

"Life can be a challenge, life can seem impossible, it's never easy when there is so much on the line. But you and I can make a difference.”
-Pokemon

So blog.. it's been a long long very long time. It's almost x-mas and the last time I posted was July last year. Please don't hate me D: I know I only have like on person who reads this and I know this wasn't really popular back then but now I truly promise to attempt to post daily. Anyway here is a fast update on my life.

I moved last year in October to a town not to far from my old on but it is a completely different group of people. I have started taking up cooking classes and have found out that I am passionately in love with cooking and food and baking. (That was an extreme surprise to me.) I finally moved on from A.S. and have also moved on from that horrible man named Jeff. And no blog I do not mean my brother but the only guy who ever really broke my heart.

I also found out the Jeff change his phone number and I no longer feel this need to stalk after him and what not. That clingy feeling I felt towards him has finally faded. And it's a really really really good feeling. Not going to lie. I like the idea of no longer needed him like I once did. I am also single again. Another thing I really really hate. And I have begun to mature a lot more than when I was 12 and pretended to be 18. I have become a women. Something I didn't know how it felt. I have finally become the person I aimed to be. Well not really. But oh well I thought it would be something clever to say.

Anyway, I also WORK! I know something I didn't mention was I work. I started working over the summer but recently got laid off for the winter and will be rehired in the warmer months. Which is bad and good. I get a break but the break is way to long. I need to work even if it is in the smallest form. I LIKE the idea of being in a kitchen or apart of the waitstaff carrying meals out and what not and just you know being in my field.

The quote that I chose relates a lot to where I am in life. Cause I have seen all these new obstacles have suddenly appeared. It's like battling tons of Pokemon and become stronger with each battle you face. I have become stronger and more matured just like a Pokemon. I would like to point one thing out though that Pikachu should be a level 100 and should have evolved like 2 seasons ago. But oh well. Don't matter much to me. Hahaha.

I also want the world to know that I have learned I have this problem of getting attached to people easily. And I can't help it when I say I love you there is some form of an attachment to it. Even if you are a female. If I tell you I love you then I just want you to know that I mean it and that I would hate for anything bad to ever happen to you. Cause you mean a lot to my world and without you I wouldn't be able to survive. Understand? See this is something I suffer from that and that fact that I fall for pretty people with ugly personalities. Another problem I am trying to correct.

Next on my list of things to write about is that I am currently semi attached to someone. I am sorry for that. I don't mean to feel attached to you it just happens. I can't help it. And it hurts a lot when I don't see you online and it hurts a lot when I feel this way and I honestly just want it to go away. I really don't like feeling this way about you. Cause it HURTS. >/

Also I just want the world to know I AM OFFICIALLY BLOGGING AGAIN! I will be posting daily with whatever rants and or comments I wish to make. Also sorry if my post are long and boring I will make sure to have some sort of drama related information in them but that is highly doubtful.