Sleep over central

Dreams are a wish your heart makes
-Disney

Sooo today is sunday and I have NEVER posted on the weekends which is slightly because of my lack of intrest. But this weekend I got to have the best sleep over. Why? Because my best friend NEVER EVER has sleep overs. Except this one time when we practically beg her grand parents and they actually said yes! OMG. They said YES. That was the best ten secounds of my life. I actually had a penis and balls.

So we watched AIW(Alice in Wonderland) which was a slight fail seeing as we went to bed right afterwards. Where is the fun in that? Well does it really matter? YES IT DOES. >O We should have stayed up, lazy bums! >.<

Noooo jpjpjp(Just playing) I love her <3

Tonight I am studying for all my finals that are taking place over the next two weeks. Must admit I really don't like them but that's okay. I know I am going to get a semi good grade. :) Or at least I will try too.

Crush status? Not good. I sort of snapped at him and now we aren't talking. :[ He is completely ignoring me. But oh well. It is better to move on then stay put on this one person. I can't let him be my whole world. My world is too big for it to just be all about him. Though I am worried about him and his girlfriend. Why? Well she isn't the most loyal of people and she already cheated on him. Wait did she actually cheat on him or did she make it up? I am totally not sure but then again she is an attention whore for a reason.

All my mean words aren't meant to attack her or be a cruel person I am just stating the facts here. I mean the truth does hurt everynow and then. But for him to still be with her is what hurt me the most. The fact that he is a willing puppet really pisses me off. He doesn't understand my feelings and I don't think he would ever be able to full understand how much I love him.. It hurts. It's like being shot point blank with a gun right into my heart. My heart's destroyed. Completely torn up from his own hands. And I can't get over it.

So moving on to other crushes: I have this guy who nickname is JCL. I totally like him. Haven't yet felt that feeling of love yet but he will help me get over the one I truely love. I can't get over the little things though. But can anyone?

Anyway I better sign off for the day,

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