Timeless

Thoughts are eching through the brain. Sorry no quote to describe today. I am in a point where school is almost over. One more final and then the Senoirs graduate and leave. No sure how this makes me feel. Or if it even makes me care anymore. But hey I don't have to come to school only for three hours for my final! Yay? Not really.

Today I had zero finals so I went to hang out with my best friend who invited my crush to tag along since he had nothing to do and I have been avoiding him for a little while... And then I got all depressed because it click. They are meant to be together... This is the worste momment of my life. I am completely imperfect and I can't stand it anymore. Then I would go off by myself to think. And by thinking I mean zone out in a really depressed way while they cuddled.

She even broke his braclet and started crying over it since his girlfriend gave it to him. I mean why cry over spilt milk? He is going to break up with her anyway or get his heart completely fucked over but who really cares? I mean sure as hell not me. Why would I care if my best friend is like hitting on my crush? I mean how many times has she done this already? A million? I mean she is like a vagina blocking friend? Correct answer: Yes. She is the pretty hotter out going girl that can make any guy fall in love with her. And why should I care? Well I don't or at least I am trying not to.

Now onto why how she always seems to take the guy I like away.. Is she jealous? Does she like making me this way when she practically has every guy falling over her. And I have how many guys? Errr ZERO. Except the douche bags of the poplulation of male whom happen to you know? SUCK. But hey I can't complain anymore since I got that out of my system. Moving on. I auctly started crying after not crying for a month I FUCKING CRIED. And why? Cause the world fucking hates me and thinks that nothing good can come out of being a NOBODY like myself. Poor unfortunate me.

That Magical FUCKING CRAZY RETARDED FUCKED UP,

'It' Girl